What ever happened to the time…

What ever happened to the time

When you used to love me?

What ever happened to the time

When you used to care?

Was it something I said

But didn’t know I was wrong to say it?

Or was it something I didn’t say

When I should have said I cared?

Or did I say it too much, so much

That you ended up scared?

What ever happened  to the time

When you used to desire me?

What ever happened to the time

When you used to want and need me?

Weren’t I good enough for you?

Didn’t I fulfill your needs? Satisfy your innermost desires and fantasies?

Weren’t I man enough for you?

Did I not possess all the qualities of the man you dream of?

Or Did I not give you enough reason to believe

That I was the one meant for you to receive?

Today, I reminisce the time when you used to say

That you love me, when you used to say you cared.

Where ever did that time go?

I reminisce the time when you used to love me,

When you used to make me feel wanted and needed.

Where ever did that time go?

I reminisce the time when making love was special,

Every time as good and as new as the first time.

Where ever did that time go?

Where did we go wrong?

Why didn’t we last for long?

I thought what we had would be for always.

Why didn’t we last forever?

Didn’t you see that you meant everything to me?

You were my love, my life, my reason for breathing.

Forevermore, you will be my reason for living.

I have loved you then, I love you now, and always will, the same.

But I miss the way we were. I thought you were happy.

I did the best I could to make it work. Wasn’t it worth the try?

…As I reminisce the times that we had,

All the good and the bad,

I still wonder why we had to say good bye,

As I ask myself each day,

What ever happened to the time…?

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